Jocelyn Flores-XXXTentacion

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I know you so well so well
I mean I can do better than he can
I've been pretty
I know you're somewhere somewhere
I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on
I don't wanna pretend we're something we're nothing
I've been stuck thinking 'bout her
I can't hold on
I've been pretty
I'm in pain wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things can't change Suicidal
Same time I'm tame
Picture this in bed get a phone call
Girl that you f**ked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then man I hate myself
Wanna f**kin' end it pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But n**gas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
F**kin' sickenin' at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Posttraumatic stress got me f**ked up
Been f**ked up since the couple months
They had a n**ga locked up
I'll be feelin' pain
I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same
I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain
I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same
I'm so numb
I know you so well
I know you girl
I mean I can do better than he can
I've been pretty
I know you so well